New "Secret Soul" lyrics, as performed by Marla Schaffel and James Barbour
on The Rosie O'Donnell Show on November 16, 2000:
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane and Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Rochester
Jane
Jane and Rochester
What can I do now, my precious Lord?
I fear his faith may never be restored.
I know I should not dare to go
Deeper in his madness,
But it’s like a field I must run through.
All my pulses race. I cannot sleep.
A precipice is daring me to leap.
Will I resist delirium?
My judgment warns my passion
Not to let this fever ravage me.
Deep in my secret soul,
A fire burns.
My heart flutters near the flame
For which it yearns.
But I can still recall dead lilies on a grave,
A little child in the attic
That no one’s love would save.
Now I move through his unquiet sea.
I pray a wave will come and carry me
Closer to his troubled tide,
Waters of his fury,
But how can I swim this great divide?
Deep in my secret soul...
Her spring of life...
...I cry his tears.
...draws me near.
I weather his angry voice.
Her gentle voice...
I feel his fears.
...I hold dear.
His/her life is infecting every wound and every pore.
I feel his/her mystery possess me,
And I pray that mercy’s hand will bless me.
Deep in his secret soul...
Deep in my secret soul...
...I hear his cry.
...I stand alone.
Will heaven forgive my heart
If I reply?
I will not atone!
Oh Lord, should I dare to go...
And I will not ever let her...
...closer to where my heart is whole?
...deep within...
Deep within...
...his/my secret soul!
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